Macbeth journal #8

What?  Are you serious?  You're kidding me right?  The English Army is moving towards the castle?  Ah, what do I have to lose?  I have already lost my wife, the troops are arriving to sentence me to death, I simply cannot win.  But, I must continue on.  I know I will die fighting, and that is how I want to die.  Although this has not turned out to be what I have anticipated to be, I must at least die with my sword against his neck and his against mine.  I suddenly feel weak.  Has the guilt finally hit me?  I, me, myself, have murdered a whole family!  Macduff's family!  But, I cannot stop.  This is the fight to the death.